A little lost...

I'm tired today, and wondering if it's frustration that I also feel??

It was back to work for me today... well, it was supposed to be back to work, but with Annie at home unwell, my day back to work became a half day back to work.

I wonder does anyone else ever have self doubt like I'm feeling at the moment.

I'm feeling lost at work.

I took a few days break from work last week, at the end of a hectic few weeks at home where I was spiralling out of control. Then of course you add today's half day, and I'm beginning to wonder if I'm in the right place, or really doing the right thing anymore.....

Okay, so it was just a half day, you say, and everyone needs time off work at some stage for a 'mental break'... but I seem to have misplaced my 'heart' somewhere... and I'm sad and frustrated that I can't find it... that I can't slip back into the way that things were...

People keep making polite conversation... and I don't even have the energy to answer... or to think about answering... or to think about even looking like answering...

I'm tired... I'm lost... I hope I can eventually find my place again...